Just recently diagnosed with MS (Multiple Sclerosis).?

Its been about 5 months actually and I’ve been taking Avonex. I’ve been having CRAZY dreams about losing my vision. (it was diagnosed due to losing vision in my left eye, although i’ve gotten it back since then). I’m just now starting to realize how scared I really am ! I caught myself laying in bed last night telling myself that if I go blind, i would definatly try to die. I couldn’t live blind !!! I have two little kids (2 and 4) and a loving husband. (I’m 26 BTW). I never realized how scared I am until I started to analyze my dreams!

I’m not sure if this is a question or just me venting for a second…but i’m scared as hell! Help me !